just when i
forget
your face,
i think of
twisting veins
and
i
remember.
just when i forget
your
name,
someone says
cherry
and it is
spelled out
across my hands.
these cold sheets
remind me
of your
cold
arms.
of
your
hands
loose
against my back.
someone talks about heartbreak,
and i feel
the holes
inside.
and i wonder
if they can
ever be filled.
i wonder
if i can ever
hold
again.
or if everything
and
everyone
will spill through.
like you.
















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In terms of poetry, I suppose that is good, you evoke much emotion.
In terms of yourself, I am very sorry for such sadness. But I have been there, I have.
*sigh*
--
I hear
your voice
down the hall, through the window, above
all those trees, a light
it seems
& you are singing. What song
is that The words
are beautiful.
-LeRoi Jones
--
" I know where I'm going... and I know where I've been!!"
~Hairspray
to read these things,
because, I know there are many more not posted,
like me. You know how sometimes people always say, "I feel this."
but you never really know if they really do?
can I tell something? to you?
I think I'm supposed to tell you it. Okay?
I feel this
I know you'll never know if I really do
but I know, and I really do know,
and I favorite practically everything you write.
I think you say the things I can't coax my heart to say yet
holes can make you brave
and they can make you empty
and they can make you understanding
and they can even make you tougher
I know what I'm saying.
I was about to type, "I don't know what I'm saying..."
but I do, and why should we pretend anymore? All it does is waste space and moments that could be used for understanding ourselves and other people, even when it hurts. Right down to it is that I'll never know the exact smell of cigarettes you know. But I know holes. I am holes.
It's funny, finally knowing who you are.
How little you actually play a part in it,
how much the lack of them does.
I might cry again soon.
But not in this comment.
I just wanted to tell you that I knew
if you looked at almost every poem
i have favorited it...
your every word inflicts me, practically spills
from my mouth as i am sure it once did from yours.
there is not a day that goes by that i don't think of my ghost.
and your words have captured the ones i was never strong enough to say.
that's why i love you. C=
--
under the blacklight
--
~
i write. this is what i want.
and sometimes i write lyrics for boy bands.
--
"then he left,
ran from the entire world.
and never ever came back."
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